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my bad. [Jun. 6th, 2006|09:47 am]
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as i woke this morning, i was greeted by a voicemail notification.... i checked it and it was drama.. somebody affected my pride. i let my prideful emotions take over and the adrenaline rush i immediately acquired aided in the process of the explosion. i said some immature things, and threatened somebodys well-being..... although i still don't feel that my response to the situation was completely out of line, someone brought it to my attention that this person's character is obviously not too wonderful, and i shouldn't let somebody of little character affect my feelings about myself or anyone or anything else. that person and her thoughts and words should mean nothing to me, and if the party who i didn't want her to talk to actually believed her lies, then i should give him up too.... i'm done with all of this immaturity.... i'm just going to have to be the one to step up and get over it. so i quit.


[User Picture]From: _enough_
2006-06-22 10:39 pm (UTC)
as lonely as it sounds... its so much better without friends... i mean a couple, few... yeah, i can handle that... but sticking to myself is the way i've been for quite sometime now... granted i sometimes miss just being able to go out and hang out with some of my old friends but then again, at this point in my life, i wouldn't know how to act around them anymore... i've been kept to myself for so long now and gotten to used to my daily rituals i really don't remember what regular fun is... my fun isn't exactly legal but who's is? but i'm keeping out of trouble
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