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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2006|12:26 pm]
paper gangster
i actually made it to church today.. i was sad while i was there, because i felt really out of place... i feel like such a horrible person when i'm surrounded by the people there...
ironically, after starting my car to come home, my cd player began blaring hells bells.... i love my life and the timing of it.
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p.s. [Jun. 21st, 2006|07:16 pm]
paper gangster
you all are waaay too depressed.
get some uppers.
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oh yeah... [Jun. 21st, 2006|07:14 pm]
paper gangster
i'm 21 now. let's go.
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my bad. [Jun. 6th, 2006|09:47 am]
paper gangster
as i woke this morning, i was greeted by a voicemail notification.... i checked it and it was drama.. somebody affected my pride. i let my prideful emotions take over and the adrenaline rush i immediately acquired aided in the process of the explosion. i said some immature things, and threatened somebodys well-being..... although i still don't feel that my response to the situation was completely out of line, someone brought it to my attention that this person's character is obviously not too wonderful, and i shouldn't let somebody of little character affect my feelings about myself or anyone or anything else. that person and her thoughts and words should mean nothing to me, and if the party who i didn't want her to talk to actually believed her lies, then i should give him up too.... i'm done with all of this immaturity.... i'm just going to have to be the one to step up and get over it. so i quit.

sincerely,
kortni
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from the one who breaks her own heart... [May. 30th, 2006|04:48 pm]
paper gangster
why is it that when you take the initiative to end a relationship, it still hurts so much. i am completely dissatisfied with my decision... i want him back but he's too far gone now.. sometime's i can't belive myself. i suck at life.


i still love you.
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2006|05:54 pm]
paper gangster
i'm alive.
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i'm alive [Jan. 13th, 2006|12:32 pm]
paper gangster
i can't quite decide which lj account i'd rather use.. i have been bouncing back and forth between the two.... whatever.

anyway, so here's an update.

i started school (fINALLY) on jan. 9.... i'm going almost full time, and working full time... and supporting a dependent (no, i do not have a child... it just seems as though i might)..

i've moved out of my horrible living situation with my ex-friend and her boyfriend (and their one - sort of two b/c she's having anohter one - kid).... i'm living in my grandparents rental for waaay cheap (as long as i stay in school).......

i'm also really bored a lot when i'm not working or in school, and even though there are things i should be doing, i don't want to... i'd like to come out of my hibernation, once again, and try to bring to life some of my friendships that i've sort of let die off.... this goes to EVERYONE: can i get another chance? if any of you are willing to put the past in the past and begin communicating again, please contact me somehow.. you can reply to this, e-mail me at: stereochildxx@yahoo.com, or call me at 386-479-9019....... i live in an area that sprint actually seems to work in, so i can be contacted as long as i'm not at work or school....

i'm short on time, so this is the end.

until next time,


love,
kortni.
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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2005|09:34 pm]
paper gangster
you guys are boring.
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i found this on autta's lj... [Sep. 22nd, 2005|07:40 pm]
paper gangster
Kortni


Creative, versatile and imaginative you appreciate beauty in all forms. You have great inner strength and courage and have the ability to accept large responsibilities or challenging situations with patience and humility. Others admire these qualities and follow your lead. You are honest, discerning and self-disciplined and need to have a peaceful environment. Putting others before self your talents are used to make life better for everyone.

oh, yesss.
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the movie plague of a song... [Sep. 20th, 2005|07:06 pm]
paper gangster
"for a few seconds, this place was armageddon..... there was a FIRE FIGHT!!"

every time i watch the movie, i expect to hear drums right after that line. and ever time, the drums cease to exist.

oh, bleeding through, what have you done to me?
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